The New Year

The Start of a new year.

Is it?

It feels the same, Another Day, Another Month & Another Year. I was Comfortable in 2009, Oblivious to life, But now as I'm growing up People expect me to change, to become what they want me to be.

2010 expects me to change, and that's not what i want.

2009 Revealed a lot to me; about myself and others. Things i wanted to know and things i wish i never stumbled upon. I made new Friends and lost old ones. Many Regrets do i have, but if i were to repeat 2009 all over again i would make the same Errors all over again because they have made me the Person I am.

My life has now been reduced to: Going out, Smoking, Drinking and Playing pool. Ive lost substance. But it works for me, Learning who my real friends are, Hanging out with them and Just Doing my own Thang.

I actually discussed the subtleness of the start of 2010 with one of my friends and he was like "What do you expect? A jolt of the earth?" and that made me wonder, wouldn't that be more significant of the start of a new year than fireworks, Parties and Alcohol?....

All thats important is that i am Happy....

Joddy