Make It What It Is.

Yesterday I told my friend to pick a topic for me to blog about. Oh boy. She picked The future. I laughed. That laughter really didn't stick around for long cause it got me thinking. Well I normally just think about now and well, yeah just about the present. But I got thinking about the future. Then I watched 30 rock and really didn't think about it that much.

But I have had sessions where I think about the future. I wish for things and none of them really fall into place (Credits due to The apartment). Kinda sucks. But that's not how it works. If one thing Ive learnt from 30 rock is to be an optimist. The future can be awesome as long as you make it awesome. The world revolves around you, around me, around everyone. That's how it works.

Where do I see myself in 5 to 10 years?
I see myself where I wanna be. Where I'm happy. I see myself in Dubai. I'm never leaving this awesome country. Its home to me, where I have friends and friends I consider family.

What do I want in life? Exactly what you want, Riches, Bitches and more bitches. Now all I can do is make it what it is.

Joddy

Mau5 is alive again.

Sober Reunion

I hate it when I have no Dokha. I'm craving it. But I guess this Is a good opportunity to give it up. Not sure its something I want to do.

Any who, just had some family friends reach our place from Oman. I ha vent seen them in over 2 years. Alot has happened in these two years and I definitely wasn't looking forward to this reunion. I 'was' close with one of them. He was like my older brother when I was growing up; I looked up to him. He was what i wanted to be. He looks Amish now (not what i wanted to look like but whatever). But the real question is, Do I want to be like him now or was that because i needed someone other than a father to look up too?

This reunion has been tough on me. I had a good half an hour thinking session while having a shower this morning. I thought about what i would say and how I would behave. Totally fucked that up. I opened by saying he looked like a Jew. Fml. One thing i hate apart from lying is awkward moments.

I do not hang onto past relationships. If your out of my life don't bother coming back, Just GTFO. Life is too short to hold on meaningless relationships that will be rekindled by a brief meeting that is a forced formality. Its just a waste of time.

Its been a bit emotional this morning but I've held it together; But for what? So that we can remain friends who visit each other every few years? Please. I have better things to do.

Got an English exam tomorrow. Cant wait to see how that goes. Oh boy.

Joddy

Is German Music making a comeback? or is it just me?