Bi-Polar?....

I'm opening up. I Really am.
I'm opening up, to my friends, to My Peers and Possibly a Bunch a strangers reading this.
Its not something i do normally. My usual instinct is to protect myself from others, From people. I'm definitely (Ive been favouring this word a lot) the social type, but my emotions and Secrets Are well Coveted, I cherish them like someone would cherish a child and therefore i decide not to share them so often. So why am i doing this?....

The realisations i come upon seem rather Surreal, I Acknowledge them and Understand them, But not Much is Done To make Them real.
I'm sure at this point you have no idea what I'm rambling on about, and is it best that you not understand?
Everyone needs to know what to do and what not to. Most of us don't. There are somethings we need to learn on our own through experience. These things cannot be taught to us by our parents or Elders.

I myself Believe that i have a lot to learn, but i also believe i have come to a stage where I can control my Thoughts and emotions to benefit me.
Self Control is of Great essence.
That's something i will discuss in my next post.

Will we ever be 'Perfect' enough to Not Screw up our lives by acting on emotion?

I'm Dealing with this Bi-polarness mood. Looking forward to this weekend as it looks like its going to be fun filled.... :)

Joddy......