Inhibiting Inhibitions.

Ive been listening to This Flyleaf song for a long time; Missing.

What is Missing? Lacey Mosley seems to know. She does, doesn't she?

Guess not.

Was just chatting with my classmate and we were discussing certain things. She recited this: "you always end up writing the best shit when you don't have to stop and think about what your gonna say next"

Kind of made me ponder about how things in my life, not to far in the past used to run. Everything worked subconciously. I mean, life is so much easier that way. No focusing and over thinking. Everything comes naturally.

These days I have to think a hundred times before I can perform a task (Impactful Tasks). Its Annoying. I tend to fuck up more this way as I do not consciously know whats best for me. One of my friends told me its a sign of maturity. He said; you think alot before doing something of importance because your brain wants to be aware of every possibility. Hes possibly right, in general, but I seem to be failing when it comes to pre-thinking. I tend to make Crappier decisions. Maybe with more experience I shall be able to develop this talent of not 'Fucking up'.

All that's left is that I lose my Inhibitions. Oh boy.

Ive been blogging alot. I have no idea why. Nothing interesting going on around me at the moment and my life seems very average. My normal blog pattern is to blog when there is an anomaly. Sign of good things to come? I hope so.

Joddy